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If I Disappear

By: Eliza Jane Brazier
Narrated by: Kristen Sieh
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“This new novel has more twists and fakeouts than an episode of Serial.”
—Rolling Stone
“An eerie, twisted thriller sure to shake up the most seasoned true crime die-hard."
—Harper's Bazaar
A Most Anticipated Book of 2021 by Rolling Stone • CNN • E! Online • Buzzfeed • New York Post • Popsugar • Woman's Day • Crime Reads • Hello Giggles

When her favorite true crime podcast host goes missing, an adrift young woman sets out to investigate and plunges headfirst into the wild backcountry of Northern California and her own dangerous obsession.

Sera loves true crime podcasts. They give her a sense of control in a world where women just like her disappear daily. She's sure they are preparing her for something. So when Rachel, her favorite podcast host, goes missing, Sera knows it's time to act. Rachel has always taught her to trust her instincts.

Sera follows the clues hidden in the episodes to an isolated ranch outside Rachel's small hometown to begin her search. She's convinced her investigation will make Rachel so proud. But the more Sera digs into this unfamiliar world, the more off things start to feel. Because Rachel is not the first woman to vanish from the ranch, and she won't be the last...

Rachel did try to warn her. Thriller & Suspense Crime Psychological Crime Thrillers Suspense Thriller Fiction Ranch Exciting
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Read this for my book club-
I had a hard time getting through the first half- it’s a slow build but towards the end I couldn’t stop listening until I knew what happened.
The twists at the end left my jaw dropped.

Slow Build but Good

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Interesting plot, end has too many loose ends so I’m not sure I like how it concluded

Interesting

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A true crime mystery pod cast leads to murder, but who is the real murderer? It all comes out in the end, but if you are like me you will be left wanting more information.

If I Disappear

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I loved the story
Really suspenseful and intense. You get to know the main character really well.

Such a good story

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This was a good social commentary story, although it was a struggle to get through it, for me. The narrators tone was very disconnected from the characters, which was disconcerting for me but it does add to the story in the sense that the main character viewed her time in the tale as an immersive true crime experience.

A Good Hard Look at how we consume true crime

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