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Serviceman J: The Untold Story of an NZSAS Soldier

By: Jamie Pennell
Narrated by: Michael Whalley
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A gripping memoir by a former NZSAS commander on serving in Afghanistan over four deployments and operating at the edge of his limits


'Frighteningly, devastatingly real.' - The Post

In 2011, following the Taliban siege on Kabul's Intercontinental Hotel, an SAS soldier identified only as Serviceman J was awarded New Zealand's second highest military honour by showing outstanding gallantry in the face of danger. After eighteen years in the New Zealand SAS, ex-commander Jamie Pennell is now ready to tell his story.

Having survived the famously tough SAS selection course and excelled during its brutal training, Jamie was sent on four deployments to Afghanistan and played a critical role in New Zealand's operations. From patrols across desert territories run by warlords to hostile fire and near-death combat, Serviceman J is a heart-stopping account of life inside one of the world's most elite military forces.

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Wow, what an incredible listen! If you’re into raw, unfiltered accounts of war fighting, this audiobook is for you. Jamie Pennell pulls you right into the gritty, often brutal reality of life in the SAS, narrating in a way that feels like you’re right there alongside him on the battlefield.

What really stands out, though, is his vulnerability. Jamie doesn’t just focus on the adrenaline-fueled missions. He takes you through a deeply personal journey of self-reflection, showing how he transitioned from a soldier in combat to a man navigating civilian life. It’s a powerful transformation, and hearing Jamie share how he adjusted his character traits after the military is both inspiring and moving.

This audiobook is more than just a war story—it’s a deep dive into the mind of someone who’s been through it all, and emerged changed, but stronger. A must-listen!

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