Episodes

  • Step Ten — From Inventory to Comprehension

    Step Ten — From Inventory to Comprehension
    Nov 27 2025

    Step Ten taught me that awareness alone isn’t enough. This is my experience of moving beyond inventory into comprehension — because if I don’t understand why my character defects keep appearing, they will continue to return. Through self-observation, moments of clarity, and daily practice, Step Ten has become a process of understanding, not just observation.
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    22 mins
  • Spiritual Thirst

    Spiritual Thirst
    Feb 24 2026

    What if our thirst is never meant to be quenched?

    I explore how my experience in the fellowship has moved through cycles of enthusiasm, friction, and deep self-examination — and why keeping my Higher Power as the source of guidance is essential not only to physical sobriety, but to emotional sobriety as well.

    I also reflect on a dream and the song “Tennessee” by Arrested Development that brought this into focus.
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    17 mins