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When I Kill You

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When I Kill You

By: B.A. Paris
Narrated by: Georgia Maguire
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The multimillion-copy and New York Times bestseller B. A. Paris returns with a triumphant, unsettling next suspense novel, When I Kill You.

"Narrator Georgia Maguire's soft British accent is an absolute listening pleasure...it is the texture and tension provided by Maguire's skillful delivery and beguiling voice that make this a successful audio offering." —Kirkus on The Breakdown

Who is watching Nell Masters?

Nell Masters is certain someone is following her. The hairs on the back of her neck rise when she travels to and from work, there are silent calls to her office, and a huge bouquet of flowers arrives without a card. And Nell has a reason to be looking over her shoulder, because she has a secret that she’s hiding from everyone in her life, including her new partner, Alex. But Alex also has secrets of his own.

Fourteen years earlier, when Nell went by the name Elle Nugent, she witnessed a student, Bryony Sanders, getting into a stranger’s car. When Bryony was found murdered, Elle became obsessed with finding the person responsible. She was convinced she knew who it was and her fixation with Brett Parker, the man she accused, led her down a dangerous path . . .

Now, Nell tries to convince herself that this unnerving feeling of being watched is all in her mind. Has someone from her past discovered her new identity? Has the stalker become the stalked? Or is there something even more deadly at play?

"Narrator Georgia Maguire shows her ability to present the polar opposite traits of the husband and wife...Her overall narration is calm and elegant but emotional and alarming during the horrific moments Grace experiences." —Kirkus on Behind Closed Doors

A Macmillan Audio production from St. Martin’s Press

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One of Woman’s World’s “Books Everyone Will Be Talking About in 2026”

“This satisfyingly creepy novel is a solid addition to Paris’s collection of nail-biters, including Behind Closed Doors and The Guest.”—Library Journal

“Nell’s flawed relatability will pull readers into her fight for resolution and survival as Paris seamlessly weaves dual timelines of Nell’s past obsession and current threats with her stalker’s chilling commentary.”—Booklist

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I could not stop listening to this book. I finished it so quickly because it was so, so good and filled with tension. I enjoyed the narration, the characters, and the entire story. Highly recommend!

Suspenseful

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Another Ruh Ware thriller. Another outstanding story with wonderful narration. Development of characters and surprises throughout leaves me ready for Ruth's next masterpiece!

Superb

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I don’t like how there wasn’t a change of narration for the killer character. it also made it sound cringey when it was the same exact voice

good story

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I will read any BA Paris books - they are good no matter what - but this one felt really "okay." I love comprehensive backgrounds and past/present timelines but something was missing. The twist wasn't a jaw dropper, I suspected a part of it which is fine - but it was just anticlimactic and lasted all of 3 minutes. It will be a great read for those who like a nice psychological thriller without chaos. Still love BA Paris, still love and will read all or her books.

It's Okay.

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like the twist and turns. you have to listen to the very end and maybe again yo really understand

good change of pace

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